I want to try free writing. I’ve read that it is a way for the subconscious to be exposed, and I’m wondering that maybe through doing that, I’ll understand why I’m in such an artistic slump? (And why I’ve been in once since forever.) I wanna understand why I am the way I am. But I’m worried that I won’t find what I want, or I’ll find too much. If anything I’m mostly concerned about finding nothing. It is possible to be scared of nothing? I think so.

But it also feels like a stupid idea. I’m not a very spiritual person, and this concept seems airy-fairy even though there’s quite a bit of evidence to support it. Maybe that’s my way to try and avoid it?

Okay I’m gonna have a go at this thing. I think first I’ll attempt using typing for it, then I’ll give it a go with pen and paper. I… I guess I’ll share what I end up with?